OMG!! my blog is really dying -.- haiis.. i'm emo-ing!! i'm thinkin.. things keep goin through my mind. i donno how to say. i started emo-ing since last week. i'm so low, i donno who to tell, i donno wad to say, i donno who to trust, i donno who are my true frens, i dono why i'm here, i donno why are things so unfair. why why why? ther are so many why(s) i wanna ask. WHY? i cutted my hand, but was an accident. Not emo -.- it's pain -.- lol. but, wad am i? who am i? i'm realli low. i'm trying to cheer myself up and not thinkin of him, but i juz cant forget the image i saw on tat day. it was killing me. whenever i think of it, i will wanting to tears. but i ren. but onli when was infront of frens i will ren. reached home, stray away cry )': i donno why. i juz cant forget!! i'm trying. but juz .. nvm. don say lerhs. i think ue guys will not know how i'm feeling now. i'm sad. donno how to face my parents, frens, people tat cares for me and him. SORRY! i'm realli realli under emotional? lols.

cheer up zhangyi, stop thinkin things tat should not been taught!!