♥ 寂寞不是一种快乐。

Thursday, July 24, 2008

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hi (: i'm bak =D i'm better now (: NO MORE CRYING! but i still love ue(: and i don expect wad(: I WANNA BE MYSELF! and, tmr is ATC le ): i'm scare. ppl say dere very er xin 1 ): alot mosqitoe. eeeeeee! aiya. wadeva luhs. 3 day 2 nite onli. wo ren(: and i haven even pack my stuff -.- everytym 临时抱佛脚的 . dots. okay, i'm goin pack le(: DON MISS ME TOO MUCH O @@ darling 90 （：hehe ;D

-/sorry if i hurt ue. is not the rite tym(:

-/and ue last long =D

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
11:05 pm

Sunday, July 20, 2008

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i know le . all i noe le.
i'm just a stupid fool .
everything is i think too much?
everything is my fault.
i mean nothing to ue.
ue're gone!!!
and i'll tell myself not to think.
i have no more tears for ue.
it'a all all my stupidness .

-/没有你的日子

-/没有我的日子

-/没有我们的日子

x/333

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
1:50 pm

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ytd (wanna post ytd de , but ... )

it's pop! kinda sad luhs. the parade not realli good enough. can be beta.
after parade , quicky run to second floor to salute. lol. damn bloody ...
- - the ncos bully us!! ): and kengy sir step my boot ):
and jillian so pervertic luh. we are not play toy okay =.= cannot anyhow touch 1 . (: ~
dots. den went in performance room. performance~
the sec 1s are cute , sec 2s are cool , sec 3s are rawks! lol . lame ~
after all , went slack with squadmates at the void deck.
den go home?

ue called me when i was at the void deck.

and msg me whether wanna go out ma.

i ask ue who goin , and ue nvr reply my msg?

wad the ... i wait and wait and wait.

and even ppl ask me go out , i rejected them.

all becoz of wad? becoz i wanna go out with ue.

i waited the whole day lehh. and ue 1 reply also don have.

it breaks my heart ue know? or mayb ue donno.

mayb to ue , i'm juz a small character.

but ue to me? ue're a very important character ue know?

i'm hurt~ realli hurts.

and i cried! and first tym cried untill so worst.

oh wadeva luh. ue wont know my feeling de luh.

and thanks for cheering me up yanting & lihui (: ~

-/如果可以回到过去

我愿意不认识你

-/伤了

wad the freaking fuck! i juz wanna buy stuffs for atc . got wrong ma?

suan le . ue're always lyk tat . always bias.

i know i'm a gal , cannot do beta den boy. but i'm ur daughter lehh.

aiya , wadeva luhs.

later mayb goin out with yanting ~

(sorry dad , i misunderstood ue)

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
8:46 am

Saturday, July 19, 2008

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NO MORE HAPPINESS!!

-/imissue.

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
11:04 pm

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

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hais. everydae muz stay bak till six-seven plus =.= hais. tired tired! and i'm getting weaker and weaker ): don wan luhs. i muz be strong de. cannot always cry de. later ppl call me cry baby ): cannot cannot , cannot lyk tat 1. very malu (: lols.

todae ms chek nvr come (: cool~ but she gave us work to do -.- write bout fear? how to rite man. suddenly call me rite. there's nothing in my mind ok. except for hym? lol. den teacher release us early for lunch. coz after tat we got SHOOTING. haha. real Gan real bullet o @@ lol. so damn freaking fun de. i wan go again ): i mean shoot again onli(: haha. i still have chance o @@ but next tym is a serious 1. got badge dee~ wahaha. I WAN THE BADGE! lol. and we are the first few skl to reach ther and the last few to go home -.- so damn wad. need wait and wait and wait -.- and i cannot wait ue know. i wan my bed! lol. we reach skl it's almost 7. and fall in , change skl u. alr over 7 le -.- and i'm tired. hais hais. tmr satying bak also~ HAIS! and i science assiment haven do =.= this week due .. hais Hais HAIS !!

ue are a good fren , realli good fren. but sometyms realli feel left out.

i'm not meaning ue pangseh me luhs. juz tat sometyms ue realli left me alone ):

or mayb i'm thinkin too much ba. hais , don care.

and i juz wan ue ): don leave me alone can?

but i know tat ue care for me de?

-/我已无能为力。

累~

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
8:06 pm

Monday, July 14, 2008

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i'm tired. went to skl. emo-ing? wth. i wanna cry , i wan a shoulder? i wan ue -.- haiis. nvm .. i'm day dreaming. hai , forget it. i'm juz a stupid fool. no one will care me or think of me? haiis. stay bak for pop untill 6+. and now , everydae muz stay untill so late? wth! can someone kill me? it's so tiring ): and there's atc some more -.- WTH! I SCARE WATER! no more water in my life! even bath also =xx lol , jkjk(: but i realli scare water luhs ): mummy~ hai hai. i'm goin prepare for tmr le. shoot myself ba. kill myself ba. and nothing will let me headache of le. i'm realli tired le.

-/ 如果我可以

我愿意你在我记忆里消失

永远不认识你

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
9:28 pm

Thursday, July 10, 2008

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it's a long long way. lols . as usual , went skl. lessons~ todae damn tired de. after skl , went out eat with squadmates . den go bak skl for pop rehersal? do drills . and some of the drills , i don even know! lol . i know i very long nvr go np le. my fault can? -.- and , i feel i'm so left out. is lyk , i'm alone. hai. mayb i'm thinkin too much le . lol. and kengy sir is commentin me -.- my ear!! his eyes so sharp man =.= so far can see my ear sticks? some more is transparent lehh? lol. den tmr muz tak out le ): later he scold me @@ lol. and they dismiss us bout 5+ ba. and i'm realli tired. wanna go home and kiss my bed ~ haas. but reach home , i'm kissing my com ^^ lo .

-/静静的看着你的背影

everytym see ue cry is all beocz of boyfren? ue tak so much tym on him , and he's now doin this to ue. and ue still can tell me tat ue cant giv up on him? den wad ue wan? don wanna tell him ur feelin or how ue feel. and always cry in a corner? why are ue always lyk tat? ue're hurting ur ownself ue know? it juz will make ue more pain!

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
9:06 pm

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

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EMO EMO , stupid emo -.- i want my life to fill with happiness. i don wan emotional. but , it's too late? emo has covered my happiness? i'm realli tired. don wanna continue this kind of life ): it's realli getting me mad! i wanna giv up , but i juz cant? is my selfishness ma? okay , don tok bout this le. i have no more tears to carry on le. juz walk 1 step count 1 step ba (走一步算一步) . hais. nvm , CHEER UP!

人就是这样
虽然走得很近，可是距离却很远
这就是熟语说的‘命运在捉弄人’吗？
累~

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
8:20 pm

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

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As normal , skl day. wake up abit late today. reach-ed skl , music is alr start-ed. coz of rain , we go classroom for assembly. den first lesson chinese , teacher nvr come. den tok alot crab with yanting? and laugh lyk hell? lols. she so funny luhs. den recess. wad a fcukin recess luhs. juz becoz of a 'sentence' , can quarrel until lyk tat? and somemore pull me in also? wth -.- i donno anything lehh . den lyk tat say me? lols? nvm nvm. forget it! den math , lifelit , ce , ASSEMBLY! haha. assembly damn fcuking cute luhs =x yuting and tianrong? they keep '我鄙视你' . den keep joke -- laugh lyk hell luh. 2 pervert ah pek =x lol. after skl , went hougang point eat. den go for pop. after tat , go compass walk walk den go home. and now? EMO says hi to me again ): go away luhs! i don wan EMO! =((

-/你的笑容就是我的心

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
7:51 pm

Monday, July 07, 2008

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ohh man~! zhangyi zhangyi, ur blog is gonna die!
zhangyi: i lazy luhs -.-
lazy worhs. o.o
zhangyi: yea ^^
den when are ue goin to blog?
zhangyi: now lors.

LOL! hahaha hehehe hohoho not funny! =.=

4/7/08

wow. it's my so call 'first np training' barhs. lol. wah, it's killing me. so long nvr exercise le. and suddenly .. oh ghost. i'm dying -.- lol. and he saw me! and i paiseh ;P dots.

5/7/08

Cool~ dickson is celebrating his birthdae tat dae. he treat all of us for lan -.- coz his father giv him $200 and he treat ppl for lan lorhs =.= i think it's waste money lehh . can save the money ma. but nvm luhs. his money ma. and noe wad? i play lan for 6h+? oh ghost? night 11+ den reach home? ohmyghost! ohmyghost! first tym play lan for so long =.= lol

ytd

@@ damn memorable day luh. woke up 8+. when out 12. met yanting at bowen ther. den took bus to yuying ther meet the guys - yuting , prince han(jiahan) , fei long(tianrong) , shiyu , justin(damn cute 1 =xx) but watermelon more cute luhs ^^ den go east coast for cycling~ but we went eat first. and they talk alot of crab. make me laugh -.- den lastly, they talk too much le, den i laugh till i spit out the coke @@ haha. yuting tio. lol. and he ask me to wash for him =.= den i say, ue tak out den i help ue wash? den he say he paiseh -.- paiseh still ask me wash -.-? lol. after cycling , rest rest. den they joke again!! and i spit again =.= this tym , prince han tio -.- haha. i so pro sia =x lol. den went j8. actually watching movie de. but it's late >=( nvm. still got next tym 1 ^^ den went eat. fei long sides opposite me! and he was lyk .. scare me? scare i spit again? lol. but i nehh spit o ^^ waka. den went j8 walk walk. den go home le ^^ my bus come first~ haha.

today

damn a boring day . and i'm thinkin of ue , ue know? lol. i know ue donno ): but nvm , i know can le ): and i watch rolling love the whole day?~ it's damn nice can? and the character also very cute can? lol. and while by while , mother keep naggin -.- for nothing =.=" lols. i damn boring. and i'm missing hym ):

-/ 我爱你，真的好爱你，爱到我要疯了 )))'=

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
12:05 pm

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

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等，一个美丽的错误

　　不知从哪一年起，似乎已是很久，他和她一直在等待着，企盼着。
　　
　　读中学时，他是大队长，她是另一个班的中队长。他是个英俊的少年，绰号叫“外国”，高高的个，白皙的脸，挺拔的鼻。她却是个丑小鸭，小小的眼，倔强而微翘的嘴。每学期年级考试总分张榜，他俩总名列前茅，不是他第一，就是她第一。可他们彼此记住了对方的名字，却从没说过一句话。每当他的身影出现在她的教室门口时，她总感觉到那双会说话的大眼睛向她投来深深的一瞥。有一次，当她惊恐却又情不自禁地向站在教室门口的他望去时，他正注视着她，友好而纯真地朝她微笑，她看呆了。

　　中学毕业，他和她考上了同一所大学。他在物理系，她在中文系。在图书馆和食堂不期而遇时，他依然向她投来亲切而迷人的微笑，她则腼腆地向他点点头。他没有问她住在哪幢宿舍，她亦不知道他住在几号楼。他们企求校园里的偶遇，等待对方主动地和自己攀谈。每次走过物理实验楼，她都不由自主地放慢脚步，心里暗暗盼望着能出现他矫健的身影，而他，却常常冷不防出现在中文系的阅览室，心不在焉地翻阅着过期的书刊杂志。

　　在一次圣诞晚会上，他和她擦肩而过。他英俊、潇洒的绅士风度赢得众多女生的青睐。

　　她优雅、清秀，由昔日的“丑小鸭”变成了“白雪公主”。每支舞曲，她总被男士们抢着邀请。他只是静静地、默默地在远处看着她，露出那醉人的微笑。

　　她期待着他走向她，邀她翩翩起舞，他则静候着她和一个个舞伴跳至曲终。

　　三年级时，他写过一封长长的信，决意在和她再度相遇时塞给她，但他终于没有做出如此唐突的举动。而她的日记里却记载着他们每次相遇时兴奋、激动的心态。一晃四年就要过去了，他和她始终保持着一等奖的奖学金，始终保持着似曾相识却又陌生的距离。

　　大学毕业时，他没有“女朋友”，她亦没有“男朋友”，他的“哥儿们”和她“姐儿们”都感到不可思议。

　　一个读哲学的他俩的中学校友在一次同学聚会中听到他们的消息，便给两个人分别寄去了一本弗洛姆的《爱的艺术》，并在两本书序言的同一段话下划上红杠。

　　那段话是说，大多数人实际上都是把爱的问题看成主要是"被爱"的问题，其实，爱的本质是主动的给予，而不是被动的接受。

　　他和她都如饥似渴地读完那本书，都为之失眠。新年的第一天，他和她都意外而惊喜地收到对方同样的一张贺卡。那别致的卡片上，一只叩门的手中飘落下一片纸，上面写着：我喜欢默默地被你注视着默默地注视着你，我渴望深深地被你爱着深深地爱着你。

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
11:09 pm

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sorry sorry i'm sorry ): is all my fault okays? i reali don wan to lost anything. UE ARE MY FRENS~ haiis, i did something realli wrong ):

Today is councilor in.. donno wad =p congrate to all councilors(: and he say from now onwards, he have to do his duty everyday.. heartbroken luhs =x lesser tym to see liao ): sad~ and congrates to she ^^ a real councilor le(: lol

and after skl, went watch movie with 1 she and 4 he(s) barhs =xx lols? we watched shaolin gal? tat is rubbish. i don realli understand man =.= rate - 1/5 star(s) i give 1 star(s) coz behind at least got a-b-i-t interesting. ABIT onli uhs(: 但他们演到很假。water wher got so much 1? and the fire is paper make 1? all the 缺点(s) come out le ~ tats why i see the cinema so few ppl de. lol. after watching, we went 'so call' walk walk. den jiu go off le. den jiu byebye le ^^ lol =.= and 1 more thing. i nearly lost my wallet ): but lucky, i got back -.- i think this is my punishment barhs~ tat tym is yanting. now is me. den next is who -.-? hai .

-/他是你的？

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
9:39 pm