it's a long long way. lols . as usual , went skl. lessons~ todae damn tired de. after skl , went out eat with squadmates . den go bak skl for pop rehersal? do drills . and some of the drills , i don even know! lol . i know i very long nvr go np le. my fault can? -.- and , i feel i'm so left out. is lyk , i'm alone. hai. mayb i'm thinkin too much le . lol. and kengy sir is commentin me -.- my ear!! his eyes so sharp man =.= so far can see my ear sticks? some more is transparent lehh? lol. den tmr muz tak out le ): later he scold me @@ lol. and they dismiss us bout 5+ ba. and i'm realli tired. wanna go home and kiss my bed ~ haas. but reach home , i'm kissing my com ^^ lo .


everytym see ue cry is all beocz of boyfren? ue tak so much tym on him , and he's now doin this to ue. and ue still can tell me tat ue cant giv up on him? den wad ue wan? don wanna tell him ur feelin or how ue feel. and always cry in a corner? why are ue always lyk tat? ue're hurting ur ownself ue know? it juz will make ue more pain!