♥ 寂寞不是一种快乐。

Friday, August 29, 2008

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HAPPY TEACHER'S TODAE !!

yeapp .. todae's teacher's day ;DD
wish all the teacher's Happy Teacher's dae (:
hehe xD . went back pri skl today ;DD
meet up with my darlings !!
and i saw my darling teacher @@
they have change alot sia ..
and all my badge de ppl had became handsome guy and pretty gal le ;DD
wow !! haha .. some i cant even regencies dem ..
haha .. ppl change fast .. lols.
after all , went walk walk with my darlings ..
and den i went back home (:

-/Vulgars are bad for health :PP

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
7:28 pm

Thursday, August 28, 2008

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YO everyone !!
i'm in a good mood now !! =DD
wahahaha~!
hmm , todae as usual .. i went to skl ;DD (fei hua -.-)
lols .. lesson as normal ..
and i got back my result slip )))):
the result are lyk dabian?
haiis )))):

English - 33/100
Math - 97 /100
Science - 56/100 (borderline)
Chinese - 50/100 (borderline)
History - 32/100
D&T - 40/100
cant continue lyk tat , i mus buck up le ..

&& after skl ,went fall in -.-
it's a 'shoooooort' briefing . 0.0
very 'shoooooort' 1 ..
and very 'relaxxxxxxx' 1 ..
@@ say until so fake -.- lols .
wa .. so paiseh le luh ..
standing in the sun , shouting soft commans ..
and laugh lyk crazy gal -.-
haiyoyo ..
i was damn nervous and scare de ..
wanting to shout but scare to shout =.=
and make untill everyboby know me liao lor ..
win liao lor ..
and went home 4 or 5+ i think ..

-/Loving ue was my mistake ..

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
9:49 pm

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

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郁闷，郁闷，郁闷！！
没心情，没心情，没心情！！

it's damn freaking boring today luhs?
soooooooooo moody !!
don even have the mood for lesson ..
And it's all becoz .. of .. UE ..
ohh , wadeva ..
mayb ue don need me le ..
or mayb my position in ur heart goes down alr ..
so? who cares?
well , i'm not gonna care ANYMORE !!
&& after skl , went eat with th boys and th gals (:
and got 1 boy ..
eat damn fast de luhs !!
my food haven come , his food all shoot finish alr -.-
lols. big mouth? ._______.
lols . after tat went home with th gal ~!
and start EMO - ing at home ..

不管怎样，或发生什么事，

妳那个关心妳，陪妳，每次站在妳那边的张仪，

已永远不会回来了，

不要说我狠心，

是妳让我觉得我身边的人，

已快离开我了！！

对不起。。。/____\

-/th promise we made , will it still continue to last?

for me: i hope to , but it mayb will not ..

///__________________________\\\ 。。。。。

、、、、、、、、、、、、、、、、、、、、、、

-/时间过得真快，很快的，
一年就会过去了。
伤痛烦恼也会过去?

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
5:53 pm

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

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hmms ..? is kinda boring todae?

i din go skl to TODAE !! ;DD

i overslept ;DD hehes . clap clap .. (:

lols. todae got test lehh =( sob sob =*(

donno got retest anot ):

hais.. stupid alarm !!

nvr remind me to alarm ue ;xxxx lols.

hmms .. ? nvm ba?

lucky is math lehh ..?

if not i die liao =((((((((

hai hai hai .. WADEVER !!

not so happy todae ):

wondering will ur continue last or jus let go? O.O

lols.

if ue thinks i'm gone ,
i'm gone den ..
if ue thinks i'm ignoring ue ,
i'm ignoring ue den ..
if ue thinks i'm pangseh-ing ue ,
i'm pangseh-ing ue den ..
all this , i'm not gonna care !!
wadever ue thinks ..
if ue thinks she's more care for ue ,
go to her den ..
I DON CARE !!
if ue thinks she can pei ue ,
next tym call her don call me den ..
I WOULD NOT CARE !!

go tell her everything ,

share with her ,

cry to her ,

tell her wadever ue sad for ,

i wont bother to care ue ANYMORE !!

she's better den me alright .

-/Loving ue was my mistake ..

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
8:55 pm

Monday, August 25, 2008

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不知从何开始，这个世界已不属于我，
我以默默地走进了一个没有人的世界，
没人了解我心情，没人知道我痛苦，
而我只能默默的自己走下去，
会感到寂寞，会感到孤单，
可我又能怎样？
大家都过得那么开心，
可我只能站在一旁看，
默默的祝福他们~

用尽了所有办法来忘记一个人，
可我却忘不掉，为什么？
本来事情没什么糟的，
可就在几夜之间，
一切都变了，
不知道何时，
事情才能回到原地，
我以真的累了，
不想再走下去了，
这个世界太恐怖了~

i hate todae , monday , 250808 ..
it's so miserable ..
i hate it , i hate it , i hate it !!
life have been miserable for me ..
i don wan , i don wan , i don wan !!
it's no point waiting .. let go can ?
or wan wait can ..
but will it becomes yours the next tym?
let go ba?
let everything become the past and start a new fresh?
it's realli taking me mad ..
and some sort of feel lyk ending my life juz lyk tat ..
but , i think it's too silly ..
i think there's some other things for me to do ba .
i juz STOP THINKING CAN LE !!
and everything will be fine ma?

-/ 顺着时间走，自由飞翔。

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
5:33 pm

Sunday, August 24, 2008

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MUMMY !! hehes , i have a new daughter lehh ._.
her name is wong yanting ,
but she don respect me sia =.= !!
kill her den she know ;DD
lols. haha , joking luhs ..
juz wanna make some entertainment ..
to kill away my emo-ness ))):
hais .. i donno wad i'm thinking rite now ..
i'm juz too mad over somethings ..
and somethings tat also wil make me disappoint easily too ..
sometyms , when i heard of tat something ,
my mood will swings straight away ..
well , i know it's too late .. but , i juz love it? o.o
mayb is my selfishness ba ..
wad to do? it juz stick into my heart and i cant let go ..
or mayb i'm too stupid ba? o.0
hmms . wadeva ba .. wadeva it goes ..
i'm still gonna continue wad i'm doin now . .
JUZ DON THINK TOO MUCH !!
and after tat , i will be fine ~!

and today , i went to expo for the service and the movie ..
and some guest are ther too .
hmms , quite fun day .. and sort of sad abit ba ..
din get the chance to tok to the members much ..
coz i'm in a rush .. and tmr ther is skl ..
&& i realli miss dem ..
haiyoyo , mayb next tym ba ..
next tym i'll bring yanting go too (:
hehe .. she's my daughter ma ~
my 笨笨的女儿 =DD
haha .. ok luhs .. mayb i'll end here le ba ..

-/ 坚持到底。

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
9:07 pm

Saturday, August 23, 2008

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back to blogging ~!

YO ! (: lols. some sort of boring and emo now? DDD:
don wanna go anywhere. don wanna do anything .
i was lyk thinking why am i born to this world?
why are things so unfare to me? juz cant get wad i wan?
i don know why.. i felt tat i'm changing ..
changing to another zhangyi tat everyone would hate her?
and i was keep giving lihui attitude ..
and she still can tok to me as if nothing happen lyk tat ..
WTH !! who am i? ytd i asked yanting tat have i changed?
and she told me tat i'm thinking too much !!
oh , am i realli thinking too much?
or yanting juz wanna make me happy nia?
oh well , seriously , i realli donno wad to do now ..
I WAN BACK THE PREVIOUS ZHANGYI !!
&& 1 more thing ..
tianrong said tat i abit abit den scold bad words le?
izz? does the previous zhangyi scold bad word so often?
oh well well well , mayb things are not so serious ba?
aiyo , wadeva ba .. wadeva it goes ..
i'm juz gonna tak back the zhangyi (:
& i nid tym , && someone who can stand on my side?
cheer me up? lols ..

hmms .. & i realise 1 thing .
sometym blogging can let me change my mood ..
after typing all my words out ..
i'm some sort of 松了一口气? lols.
i mean as in after saying all my words , at least i can smile abit ..
but , everything is still on my mind ..
LOLS !!!

GET WELL SOON JOLEEN !!

-/ & loves is a idiotic thing ,

but sometyms ppl juz love it ..

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
10:49 am

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

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hi everyone ~! looooooooong tym no post (:
lazy~
busy~
don care (: ~
haha . bored bored .. it's been days for me to be bored =.=
hmm .. mayb this tym will try to post often ba. haha
also can enterain myself lehh ;DD haha
joleen say tat meixuan tok will enterain herself de lehh.
haha .. can see de (: and i also wan entertain myself too (:
den i'll stop some boring-ness for myself (: hehe.
i think tat sounds stupid .. lyk tat become siao liao =pp
lols. but i'm not saying meixuan siao hor ;DD
she's normal .. and clever .. and i jealous ;xx lol.
hmms .. i'm not so happy with my comman test results ):
i fail-ed my d&t and chinese ;xx (but lucky teacher pull us up for chinese) .
hais .. all subjects are so sucks! either is fail or juz pass .-.
hmms .. mayb i must work hard le. kill the low grades but kiss the high grades (:
haha .. hope so ba (: juz keep trying can le (: can get into the same class as yanting can le (:
tat's all i wan .. and not stress over work ;DD hees.
i wanna get myself into the relaxing condition ;DDD wahaha.
lols. i'm mad .. don care .. i juz having some good mood (:
haha .. btw , todae she tok to me ^^ hehe
wish she has forgiven me for the stupid thing tat i made ;xx
lols. and i don say too much le.
sometym when things are not comfirm yet , don be too happy (:
it may juz disappoint ue from a sudden . (: lols.
and now , i wan mummy ~! daddy ~! korkor ~! meimei ~! didi ~! jiejie~!
dots .. i'm too over bored .. nothing for me to do =(((((((
sad ~! .. lols. i think should end here le ba.
realise tat todae's post was a 'short' post .. ;xx

-/nothing bothers me now ,

juz wanna continue wad's bothering me now (:

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
8:21 pm

Thursday, August 14, 2008

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Hi ;DDDDDDDDDD i miss my blog D': lols.
hmm .. not realli in a good mood todae !!
things are goin on and on . and i hate it !!

morning as usual , meet lihui , go skl , meet yanting and xiaomei .
i damn sleepy todae . eyelids are always falling down . and wanna sleep !!
lols. IT'S A BORING DAE .

after skl , suppose to fall in. but i din. coz yanting doin dc duty ,
onli can fall in while , den left me alone . so i rather don go fall in (:
went to pei yanting for while den go off with xiao mei , joleen and lihui ..
went angmo buy some stuffs . and go home bath le , den went out with lihui.
and now , i'm having some bad mood =.= so call emo? haiis.

tak the blame on me can? i started the lame shyt first can?
i'm here to apologise. it's my fault can?
i seriously donno wad i'm doin..
i jus so lame and go tok bout those lame stuffs? and scold vulgars?
those stuffs are juz ... a small matter?
and i was lyk so ... lame shyt?
fuck? would i juz go and die? and stop those lame stuffs?
hmms .. i'm sorry !!

-/ tmr is ur bdae le !!

sorry !! because of my cca , i cant celebrate with ue .

and todae although we went out .

but i felt tat our distance are far .

and and , i never forget our promises .

juz gimme tym and let me cool down first can (:

and 1 last thing , HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAE !!

x33

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
9:16 pm

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

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mirror mirror on the wall , who's the emo-est on the world?

haiis , woke up quite late todae. get ready , and go skl(: wow!
lols. meet lihui , go skl together. and den meet yanting and xiaomei(:
and normal lesson goes on ;DD and i got back my maths paper.
I PASS !! 48/50 ~~ actually can get full de. but careless mistake ):

after skl , pei lihui do DC . 1 person dc nid 4 ppl pei de.
so DA PAI hor? hahas.
in the room , most likely ppl thinks we're the noisiest ..
but , the grp of 'counsillors' are noisier den us lor. lols.
counsillor some more lehh.. haiyoyo .....
den after tat , went eat with lihui ... den go walk walk ..
den go home liao ;DD
and now , the com is missing me @@ coz i missing the com maa (((((((;
LOLS ..

-/ frens are beta den everything !!

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
7:48 pm

Monday, August 11, 2008

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Yippeeee !! No More Emo? 0.o
so damn fun todae ;DD mayb fren are more important to me? 0.0

went out with joleen and yanting. went far east plaza. shopping?
oh fei hua , den go ther shyt mehh =.= lols.
1st , go eat first. den go shop .
din realli buy much ba. juz lyk .. hmm .. 2 items? hahas.
i budget 1 ;DD shop for donno how many hour juz for 2 items? lols.
actually ok luhs , go shopping not realli nid to buy alot things wad. haha ;xx
i now still haven work , cannot waste money on some not realli needed stuffs (:
hehe ;DD after all , went PS buy some sushi and go compass eat? haha .
yanting's idea lor -.- lols. but fun luhs. we jokes around , laugh around. cock around? =xx
lols. i love goin out with dem man !! =DD it's so damn freaking fun !! =)))))))))
after tat , went slack slack with joleen.
we tok tok , tok alot of cock ;DD rubbish all this all come out (: cool right? hahas.
den went home 11+ PM !! o.0 and now , i'm gonna sleep liao ;DD so sleepy.

-/can i say , i'm happy without ue?

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
11:45 pm

Sunday, August 10, 2008

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back to blog !! =)))))))))))))

have not been posting recently for this month.
haha , i lazy(: and i'm tired , tired of everything.
everything tat i had done.
and i regretted it. realli regretted !! haiis.
have deleted some text from my earlier post.
coz it's over. has been a pass. and been some sot of rubbish?
lols. don care luhs!! wadever ue thinks. who cares !
i juz carry on my life can liao ;DD
without something , i'm totally fine with it.
WADEVER! (ps if don understand)
haiis. i'm gonna start a new fresh.
wish everything can be fine? no hates no loves?
okays , NO MORE THINKING !!
hmm , i'm gonna have a nap(: very sleepy ;pp
ok , bye~!

-/flying in the sky , seeing myself in the heaven @@

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
5:01 pm

Thursday, August 07, 2008

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well , i'm feeling so sick todae. headache? hais. my body damn fcuking not well de. and my day todae SUCK! don even feel lyk talking to anyone. and my chinese test paper is OUT. and i fail~! happy happy new year !! anyone wan help me celebrate? lols. i'm waiting to die for the next of my life. juz keep waiting (: and the day will come xDD wahaha. donno when will i end my life? it's so miserable. everything goes the wrong way. TAT'S NOT WAD I EXPECT !! i wan a simple and still simple life? is tat so difficult? wth. wadeva luhs. don wan go think le luhs. 越想越糟。HAIS !!

after skl , went fall in. wth , i tot it's juz a short briefing. wtf , den they giv us drills? say wan recover wad wad. den release us at 3+? i damn tired 1. and very smelly ue know - - lols. den went bak home with ximin. pei her wait for bus den go home.

and now , i'm having a strong stomach ache ): and yea !! there's new game for me to play ;DD wahaha. okay. i'll end here le.

-/Stay strong , tmr will a beta day(:

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
8:49 pm

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

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HAIS~! i'm getting emo and emo this few days? and ppl around are asking me why this few days i so easy to get irritates? hais. i also dono why sia. lihui keep ask me , i mood swing uhs i mood swing uhs. hais. i also donno wad i wan or wad i wan do =.= hai. (currently not in a good mood too) why everytym when i bo mood tat tym , my love for him will fade? and not wanting to talk to him? why why why? i love him , but why will this happen? hai hai hai. reali donno wad i'm thinking luhs!! too stress? haiya , I DON CARE LUHS. juz carry on with my life can le (:

- & i tell ue , i don wan wear class tee. ue get lost luh!

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
8:25 pm

Friday, August 01, 2008

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wow , blog is dying. happy happy new year (: lols.
com had been sot for donno how many daes.
and i also lazy post (: lol
todae nothing much ba.
normal skl , normal fren , normal teacher , ki siao me (:
... hais. i'm bored =.=
and frens are getting weaker and weaker.
and she nvr tell me when she cry ):
haiyo. hais . BORING!
ok , should end here le ~

Yi LOVES Yu . ت ♥
9:10 pm