nothing can be done !!
I'M USELESS !!
is kinda realli stress for me now ..
don even know wad i'm thinking ..
or wad i even wans ..
everything goes the wrong way ..
everything was not wad i expected to be ..
i wan back my true life ..
why mus all those stupid stuffs turns round and round over me ..
as if it's lyk playing game with me ..
it's realli making me mad ..
and problems are keep saying hi to me .. DDD;
it's realli stressful ..
i donno wad to do ..
and usually , problems are to be share with frens ..
but .. who can i tell? who to trust? who can realli understands me?
some more , 1 of my problem is jus lyk friendships ..
as i think is the most difficult to soft a question ..
the 2 frens tat i know or closed to for so long ..
they juz stop being themselves le ..
juz after the 1 week holiday ..
everything goes wrong .. ; everything was gone ..
wondering if i had did something wrong ?
if have .. .. juz say can ?
don lyk we walk pass each other ..
we had nothing to say le?
tats no differents between stangers walking pass ue .. ?
oh my freaking ghost !!
wad's everything goin on ..
为什么每件事情都要在这个时候，全部都冲向我？
我到底做错了什么？
为什么老天爷对我这么不公平？
DDDDDD;

and todae .. in the morning ..
the sun is damn fucking hot ..
hot till i wan melt le ..
and first lesson is lifelit --> the oral com !!
wth luh .. the stupid miss er er .. donno wad name ..
i realli raise my voice very loud le ..
if realli cannot hear also cannot use scold de ma ..
STUPID !!
is my voice realli tat soft mehh ?
normally , i tok alot de ma .. =pp
LOLs ..
after skl .. having oral exam .. (chinese)
ohh .. my reading is really sux .
but i think my conversation with teacher is ok ba ..
though my chinese sux .. ;xx
lols ..
after tat .. went fall in ..
having some 'drills' , and practice our campcraft (:
wohoho !! after tat i went home (:
lalalaas ~~

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