hais ..

i'm tired ..
i'm feeling sooo down now ..
moodless? sad? thinking too much ..
but , i realli donno wad i wan ..
getting more and more ppl hate me le ):
(mayb they nvr say , but i can feel it ..)
or i'm too sensetive?
but i realli feel tat i did something wrong .. or did something too over le?
wad to do? or wad can i do?
do i deserve a second chance?
i realli feel so left out in everything .. ):
my friends , my squad , my classmates , my blah blah !!
and relationships ):
i know it's been quite long le , but i can say , i still cant forget ..
i tell everybody tat i hate him ..
my mouth say tat i hate him ..
but , actually in my heart .. i still miss ...
but i know tat everything is impossible le ..
so i onli can keep to myself .. taking all the pains ..
but now , i seriously tired le ..
if i can sleep and nvr wake up ..
the world is lyk tat .. so wad can i do?
or my life is lyk tat .. so wad can i do?