放弃了

skl as per normal .
today's wed , so late report day .
woke up 7.30 .
met him , and reached skl at about 9 i think .
den lessons goes on (:
and lesson ended 3.15 .
after tat went for the weapon handling training for CCA open house .
den actually wanted to ......
ohh , den forget it .
got notice today.
i'm being rejected .
hais , forget it den .
everything is too late to complain .
accept the fact ba .
crying everyday doesn't solve problems .
or mayb i realli need some time to accept it?
will anyone understands how i feel now?
stress , breakdown .
mayb i sort of can't control my emotions .
well , all i need to do now is get ready for n lvl .
bye